{"id":5921,"date":"2024-12-18T13:13:43","date_gmt":"2024-12-18T13:13:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/?page_id=5921"},"modified":"2024-12-19T15:56:13","modified_gmt":"2024-12-19T15:56:13","slug":"poetry-selected-poems","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/poetry-selected-poems\/","title":{"rendered":"Poetry-POEMS"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"5921\" class=\"elementor elementor-5921\" data-elementor-post-type=\"page\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-b986e67 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"b986e67\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element 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class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3a75c6b\" data-id=\"3a75c6b\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-be39739 elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"be39739\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>SLOVENIAN<\/p><p>[Iz: Skalpel za sanjsko membrano]<\/p><div>\u00a0<\/div>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e1a9039 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"e1a9039\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><em>ASPIRACIJA, INSPIRACIJA,<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 respiratorni sistem<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u010ce smo tu in je vse tako,<\/p><p>kot pravi veter v kro\u0161njah,<\/p><p>potem je dihanje elementarno.<\/p><p>In \u010de smo tu, je v njem totalnost<\/p><p>vseh prvin razvejanega bivanja,<\/p><p>v katerem \u0161elesti beseda ognja.<\/p><p><em>Arbor mundi<\/em>, ki poganja v te\u017enji,<\/p><p>da bi v nas zadihal, nas navdahnil<\/p><p>spiritus \u017eivljenja. Ker \u010de je plamen,<\/p><p>se njegova elementarnost ljubi z<\/p><p>zemljo, ki v svoji gostosti prevaja<\/p><p>zvok pulzirajo\u010dih \u017eil: \u010de je plamen,<\/p><p>kri ne dreveni in ku\u0161\u010dar giblje. V<\/p><p>procesu lastne navzo\u010dnosti voljno<\/p><p>ste\u010de k reki \u2013 tej prvinski zvezi<\/p><p>magnetizma in vode, ki nam z rok<\/p><p>izmije gnev in preostanke te\u017ekega<\/p><p>smodnika. So skrivnosti, a \u010de je<\/p><p>voda, so prav solze, p\u00f4t in slina<\/p><p>temelj pro\u017enega telesa, ki se<\/p><p>spozna v \u010duteno prisotnost: tok,<\/p><p>s katerim vzvalovi kovina v skali<\/p><p>in se stalimo v radiacijo drevesa,<\/p><p>ki prera\u0161\u010da svoje lubje.<\/p><p>\u010ce je vse to tu, je svet \u2013 na svoji<\/p><p>kro\u017eni poti v atom vodika.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>NAGNJENOST SNOVI<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>Pet vasi.<\/p><p>Dva kolovrata.<\/p><p>Igramo na trika\u010dast meh.<\/p><p>Danes je dan, ko proslavljamo tako,<\/p><p>da pustimo na miru.<\/p><p>Obred terja in trajanje se v<\/p><p>mrmrajo\u010dem rastlinju odpira<\/p><p>pono\u010di.<\/p><p>Ko \u017eival pusti svoje stegno v<\/p><p>pu\u0161\u010davi, ga prisotnost izdolbe<\/p><p>v in\u0161trument. In ne vemo, kje<\/p><p>bo v \u010dlove\u0161kih rokah spet poklical<\/p><p>svojega duha nazaj v \u017eivljenje \u2013<\/p><p>naj pove, kako zveni nek \u010das<\/p><p>stvari na Zemlji.<\/p><p>Kar \u0161ele pride, je bilo najprej v gozdu.<\/p><p>Kar bo enkrat gozd, to ve \u017ee zdaj.<\/p><p>Rodi se, kot bi \u017ee od nekdaj znalo <em>biti-to<\/em>.<\/p><p>In ko enkrat v razah o\u010daranja<\/p><p>pri sedemnajstih zaigra Bacha, se v eni izmed<\/p><p>petih vasi, povezanih z dvema<\/p><p>kolesoma na ognjeno\u010dasovni pogon,<\/p><p>vsem razpletejo vrata.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>PO\u010cASI IN Z ZAUPANJEM<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 v informirano vibracijo<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>Preselila sem se globoko v gozd,<\/p><p>da bi ostal \u017eiv in bi vsaj tako lahko<\/p><p>ostajal ob meni. Tu imam svoje ptice,<\/p><p>ki mi povejo vse, kar moram vedeti \u2013<\/p><p>zate imajo \u010disto poseben \u017evi\u017eg:<\/p><p>zaznam ga lahko le s trebuhom,<\/p><p>razbiram le s srcem. Sedejo nekoliko<\/p><p>vstran, na to\u010dno dolo\u010dene kamne,<\/p><p>veje in korenine, da bi vse lahko<\/p><p>prosto dihalo, in se transformirajo<\/p><p>v zvok. In kakor ta njihova prevodna<\/p><p>zvo\u010dnost sporo\u010da, obenem tudi \u010disti \u2013<\/p><p>pojavnost in substanco: kako si si<\/p><p>postavil, se obrnil, zdrsnil v ponovne<\/p><p>kroge, se prelevil, odsko\u010dil, vsaki\u010d ko te<\/p><p>dose\u017ee posamezen val skritega stanja.<\/p><p>\u017divim umaknjena tja, od koder vse<\/p><p>izvira, zato od tu vem \u0161e pred tabo,<\/p><p>da se k tebi nekaj steka: kdaj te bo<\/p><p>zajela \u017ealost, kdaj norost, praznina,<\/p><p>kdaj spet mir. Vselej ko se prebudi tvoj<\/p><p>tolmun, ti v tok stresem mano kakega<\/p><p>posebnega cveta v podporo. A dokler<\/p><p>mi ne napravi\u0161 dostopne tudi svoje<\/p><p>banalnosti, se nih\u010de ne bo premaknil<\/p><p>kam resni\u010dno dlje.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>Z ODPRTIM O\u010cESOM IZKU\u0160NJE<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 pri\u010dakati danico in plejade<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u017divi\u0161 v predmestju vsakr\u0161ne<\/p><p>samote. Skale so tu veliko<\/p><p>ostrej\u0161e, kot \u010de bi zgolj od<\/p><p>dale\u010d opazoval, kako se<\/p><p>vzpetina tvoje \u017eivljenjske<\/p><p>pokrajine dviguje iz morja<\/p><p>kakor mehek meglen hrbet.<\/p><p>Marsikoga je \u017ee vleklo sem,<\/p><p>a s \u010deri se ljudje hitro vra\u010dajo<\/p><p>v svoja zavetja. Ulice v tej<\/p><p>soseski nastajajo le, kakor se<\/p><p>uho nau\u010di zapreti lopute<\/p><p>pred divjim hrumenjem: to<\/p><p>so edine stene, ki lo\u010dujejo,<\/p><p>kdaj je \u0161um zunaj in kdaj<\/p><p>notri. Kje se nahaja\u0161 tu ni<\/p><p>stvar kraja, temve\u010d prisotnosti.<\/p><p>In treba je hoditi \u0161e vztrajneje<\/p><p>od trdo\u017eivih li\u0161ajev, ki jih<\/p><p>slani veter vsak dan trga s<\/p><p>skal. \u010ce kdaj zavesla\u0161 v kako<\/p><p>\u0161piljo, se vselej znajde\u0161 globoko<\/p><p>v svojem utripajo\u010dem trebuhu,<\/p><p>kjer morje v \u010disti temi hrope<\/p><p>z \u017eivalsko prezenco. \u2013 Ni\u010d<\/p><p>druga\u010dno, le bolj o\u010ditno je<\/p><p>v tej pogojenosti dejstvo,<\/p><p>da tudi najbolj nedoumljivo<\/p><p>neskon\u010dnost prenesemo<\/p><p>la\u017eje kakor dokon\u010dnost.<\/p><p>Vsak, \u0161e tako tanek sloj<\/p><p>slutnje, skozi katero se tik<\/p><p>pred zoro srce li\u017ee nazaj v<\/p><p>implicitno gotovost, se med<\/p><p>dnevom porazgubi nazaj<\/p><p>v pr\u0161cu, in \u010deprav se<\/p><p>vsa bitja, ki s tabo prebivajo<\/p><p>na tej periferiji sveta, vselej<\/p><p>razveselijo stopinj pri\u0161lekov,<\/p><p>razo\u010darano poniknejo vase,<\/p><p>\u010de jih osvajalci ne cenijo<\/p><p>enakovredno sebi. \u2013<\/p><p>Obstoj je tukaj tako dragocen,<\/p><p>da nih\u010de ne razsipava z voljo<\/p><p>in nih\u010de ne drega v drugega,<\/p><p>kajti vse je \u017ee dovolj podvr\u017eeno<\/p><p>preizkusu golega neba. Z vsako<\/p><p>besedo in vsako gesto preve\u010d<\/p><p>bi lahko odrevenela tenko\u010dutna<\/p><p>sli\u0161nost bivanja: in <em>samo te<\/em><\/p><p>je tu najti v obilju.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>***<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>Vrata iz sveta v hi\u0161o:<\/p><p>stopi\u0161 skoznja na plano, v<\/p><p>golo brez\u010dasje. Vseeno je,<\/p><p>v katerem odmevu pristane<\/p><p>stopalo. Hodnik danes<\/p><p>zopet obrnjen proti zahodu<\/p><p>in ti dr\u017ei\u0161 roko iz vetra, kot<\/p><p>bi nekaj moralo prispeti<\/p><p>vsak \u010das, in \u010de srce ne bo<\/p><p>stalo natanko na dolo\u010denem<\/p><p>mestu, se bo vse zavrtelo v<\/p><p>novih sto let gostega zraka.<\/p><p>Zunaj se je listje staralo<\/p><p>namesto nje, \u017ealost in<\/p><p>strast vselej odvisni le od<\/p><p>razpr\u0161enosti svetlobe. Vsake<\/p><p>toliko je dvori\u0161\u010de obkolil<\/p><p>otro\u0161ki jok, a sipine finega<\/p><p>peska so zadu\u0161ile zven, \u0161e<\/p><p>preden se je prah dotaknil \u0161ip. \u2013<\/p><p>Nih\u010de ni hodil tja, ne takrat<\/p><p>ne kdaj drugi\u010d. Pustili so jo,<\/p><p>da se je njeno telo razpustilo<\/p><p>med delce stoletja, kakor je<\/p><p>nekega dne padla \u010dez prag in<\/p><p>tam oble\u017eala vse do no\u010di, ko<\/p><p>jo je prebudil roj \u0161eleste\u010dih<\/p><p>kresnic, ki so vrele iz sten.<\/p><p>Vsaka soba je nepovezano<\/p><p>bivala \u010disto zase, nobena ni<\/p><p>imela ne upanja ne \u017eelje po<\/p><p>upu: v tem je bil njihov spokoj.<\/p><p>Bila je hi\u0161a, ki ni imela<\/p><p>sanj \u2013 sanjali smo jo.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>***<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>Past gre za njimi. Izre\u010de. Zgo\u0161\u010dena.<\/p><p>Tesnost v telesnosti nosi pod srcem novo.<\/p><p>Tako se giblje pot, ji je kamen dopustil, vali<\/p><p>po njej. Pristane pu\u0161\u010dava na skrivnem sre\u010danju z<\/p><p>gozdno senco. Je cedra vi\u0161ina. Je mesec nastanek.<\/p><p>Vidi jo iz zaledenele \u017eelje pod lubjem \u0161e eno<\/p><p>palubje. Spu\u0161\u010dena no\u010d. Po\u010dasna. Si su\u0161i<\/p><p>premo\u010deno du\u0161o na skali. Je oson\u010den \u010das<\/p><p>zaseden s tujkom. Letalo, zagozdeno v razpoko<\/p><p>na prelomu stoletja. I\u0161\u010de \u010dut skozi akumulus<\/p><p>mundi. Iznenada okretnost nasko\u010di<\/p><p>pumo. Povorka upa na razgrnitev znamenj.<\/p><p>Kdo se prvi dotakne zadnjega.<\/p><p>Lapsus sestopi po brezpotju.<\/p><p>O\u017eiveli nedolo\u010dnik.<\/p><p>Oko za pre\u017eivetje, zob za pre\u017eivetje.<\/p><p>Sproti \u0161e vdihni. Si re\u010de.<\/p><p>Ovce se prerivajo s travo.<\/p><p>Vse gre za njimi.<\/p><p>Ne dospe veliko tega.<\/p><p>Vseeno gre za njimi.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>Vztrajalo je v neimenljivem.<\/p><p>Vrt, poln klicev, ki so nekaj sumili,<\/p><p>a niti slutili, da se je nekdo \u017ee sam<\/p><p>odstranil. Ker je \u017eivela kot luknja, ki<\/p><p>vase zbira razra\u0161\u010deno ureznino.<\/p><p>Travnik, poln pripomb in prepovedi.<\/p><p>Samo rastline so vedele zanju. Samo<\/p><p>izni\u010denje je zares poznalo njo. Poti,<\/p><p>polne markacij o zavzetem ozemlju.<\/p><p>Hi\u0161e in cele vasi zavite v kopreno<\/p><p>nedotakljivega. Rastla je z rezervoarjem,<\/p><p>ki je z enim ljubljenjem hranil njeno pu\u0161\u010davsko<\/p><p>telo v\u010dasih tudi po ves mesec. Tako se je<\/p><p>nau\u010dila \u017ee v otro\u0161tvu. Na drugi strani so<\/p><p>medtem \u017ee zdavnaj terjali \u0161e ve\u010d, kot so<\/p><p>\u017ee itak imeli. Gora je \u017ee tako visela, da je<\/p><p>bilo le \u0161e vpra\u0161anje \u010dasa, kdaj se bo<\/p><p>prekucnila. Pa se je slednji\u010d prekucnila<\/p><p>gladina morja. \u2013<\/p><p>Kako nenavadne na\u010dine izumi \u010dlovek,<\/p><p>da bi zanj vsaj na videz odigrali vlogo<\/p><p>ravnote\u017eja.<\/p><p>Iz spermija volka se rodi \u0161ipek,<\/p><p>iz \u0161ipkovega peloda nastane nevihta,<\/p><p>v nevihti jo je napolnil s suhim ognjem,<\/p><p>iz pepela je pobrala \u0161e povsem surov<\/p><p>\u010devap\u010di\u010d in stopljen kos zlata,<\/p><p>si z njim ovila prst, da se je nekaj<\/p><p>spremenilo v preteklosti, in ko je<\/p><p>prst nevtralizirala tudi njegovo,<\/p><p>se je iz od\u010daranja izvil potok<\/p><p>neozna\u010denih popkovin,<\/p><p>neuvr\u0161\u010denih \u017eivljenj.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>\u0160e morski pes si kdaj zlomi zob<\/p><p>na steklenem morju. Ker je vse \u017ee<\/p><p>tako oja\u010dano. In ker vse storimo,<\/p><p>\u0161e preden je zadnji gumb na srajci<\/p><p>sploh odpet. Buljimo v lasten odsev<\/p><p>in ne posumimo niti, ko nas slika<\/p><p>opona\u0161a. Nosilci razuma smo:<\/p><p>zlati prina\u0161alci napredka. Pono\u010di<\/p><p>se pokrijemo z razbitinami<\/p><p>podmornic in si z raketnimi<\/p><p>izstrelki razsvetlimo sobo, da<\/p><p>bi prebrali zadnje poglavje.<\/p><p>A \u010de nam \u017ee uspe najti stran, kjer<\/p><p>smo nazadnje ostali, ta \u017ee trdno zaspi,<\/p><p>medtem ko mirimo prepir, ki se je<\/p><p>vnel v akvariju.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>V \u010dasu bolj suhem kot<\/p><p>pre\u017egana pe\u010denka, izbris<\/p><p>poteka rutinsko. Neko\u010d<\/p><p>so jih dali vsaj na vlak, ampak<\/p><p>predstavljajte si, koliko<\/p><p>organizacije, koliko komunikacije<\/p><p>z vpletenimi dele\u017eniki to terja!<\/p><p>Danes vse poteka mol\u010de, veliko<\/p><p>skrivnostneje, brez koles, brez<\/p><p>oblakov pare, ki se dviga za ljudmi<\/p><p>v nebo. Tehnologija je mo\u010dno<\/p><p>napredovala in zakaj bi po<\/p><p>nepotrebnem vpletali ministra<\/p><p>za promet. Nobenega \u017evi\u017ega ob<\/p><p>odhodu, nih\u010de ne sli\u0161i strelov ob<\/p><p>slovesu. Ne bojte se, postopek je<\/p><p>povsem rutinski. Sploh ne boste opazili,<\/p><p>kdaj bomo pulili. S tega<\/p><p>oddelka odidete takoj.<\/p><p>Nih\u010de vas ne bo pogre\u0161al.<\/p><p>Nih\u010de ne bo pri\u0161el po vas.<\/p><p>Od tu se ne odhaja v trumah,<\/p><p>ampak posamezno: osamljenost te spodi,<\/p><p>osamljenost te vodi, v osamljenost te<\/p><p>privede. Od tu se sploh ne odhaja.<\/p><p>Kar izginemo, nekje sredi dnevne sobe.<\/p><p>Ker je izgnanstvo prostor, v katerega se<\/p><p>rodi\u0161 in ga povsod nosi\u0161 s sabo \u2013<\/p><p>ne tu ne tam nima o\u010di, ki bi ga prepoznale.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>Vidite, ni\u010d ni bolelo!<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>Ko letijo pono\u010di, se morajo nesli\u0161no prebiti skoz<\/p><p>poligon, da jih ne bi izdale zvezde, ki utripnejo,<\/p><p>ko jih zakrije drugo telo.<\/p><p>Ko zjutraj po\u010dijejo v mo\u010dvirju, morajo spati z<\/p><p>odprtimi o\u010dmi, da bi plenilcem vra\u010dale gled,<\/p><p>ki bitje lo\u010di od mesa.<\/p><p>Ko zve\u010der preletijo son\u010dni zahod,<\/p><p>jih pred bedakom, ki strelja v nebo samo zato,<\/p><p>ker ga \u017eivcirajo romanti\u010dni prizori,<\/p><p>varuje le samo \u017eivljenje, ki<\/p><p><em>ho\u010de biti<\/em>.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>DOSTOPNOST, <\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 do lastne prisotnosti<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>Najina reka po\u017eira oblake,<\/p><p>za njo ostaja izpljunjen prod:<\/p><p>ko kdaj osamljen \u010doln drsi<\/p><p>med gorami, drhtenje gladine<\/p><p>zazveni v zatilju. Ne ti ne jaz<\/p><p>ne poznava partiture neba,<\/p><p>noben \u010dlovek ne zna natan\u010dno<\/p><p>opisati \u017ealosti. Tudi \u010de se kdaj<\/p><p>znajdemo v trenutku, ko v<\/p><p>po\u010dasnem posnetku opazujemo,<\/p><p>kako razpada kovina, poka steklo<\/p><p>v mo\u017eganih, ki napaja kosti z<\/p><p>zgodovino, se ranjene skale<\/p><p>ne zacelijo \u2013 iz njih rastejo<\/p><p>nove in nove pokrajine: v \u010dasu<\/p><p>svojih \u017eivljenj smo videli le<\/p><p>njihov noht.<\/p><p>Opreznost ne pripada ne plenilcu<\/p><p>ne plenu: ustvarja se v medprostoru,<\/p><p>ko zaresonira vedenje, da se bo<\/p><p>pravkar spro\u017eila elasti\u010dna napeta<\/p><p>nit nekje v vesolju \u2013 in bomo ujeli le,<\/p><p>kako odnese s pla\u0161\u010da pretesno zapet<\/p><p>gumb. Pojavnost je le trik, da se ne bi<\/p><p>naveli\u010dali pogleda v logiko zasnove.<\/p><p>A za vsak slu\u010daj: vselej preden se<\/p><p>vrneva v hi\u0161o, na vrtu trikrat<\/p><p>za\u017evi\u017egava \u2013 da bi veter spet<\/p><p>na\u0161el pravhod v najini sanjski telesi.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>\u010cAKANJE ODMEVA,<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ki se bli\u017ea novi \u010dredi in imenu<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>Niso se pozdravili \u2013<\/p><p>razen z motre\u010dim pogledom \u2013<\/p><p>ker bi s tem prekinili potrpe\u017eljivo<\/p><p>tihost uma. Predolgo so<\/p><p>o\u010di \u017ee grizle v daljavo, v<\/p><p>pribli\u017eujo\u010do se karavano, ki se<\/p><p>je v enako budni vztrajnosti<\/p><p>spu\u0161\u010dala z gore, da so jo lahko<\/p><p>najprej le slutili, in se nato<\/p><p>odstrla v par temnih pik<\/p><p>ter na vsake pol dneva razvila<\/p><p>nekaj ve\u010d ostrine.<\/p><p>Le njihovo lastno otro\u0161tvo,<\/p><p>ko so jih same pustili tam, v<\/p><p>vol\u010dji \u010deljusti <em>rite de passaga <\/em>in<\/p><p>tuljenja lune v Zemljo, jim je<\/p><p>vlivalo zaupljivo gotovost v<\/p><p>pokrajino, ki je v rahlih<\/p><p>spustih v\u010dasih za dolge ure<\/p><p>pogoltnila sliko: kakor da<\/p><p>nikoli nikjer ni bilo nikogar.<\/p><p>A tudi ko so se tisti tam zdeli<\/p><p>\u017ee tako blizu, so tukaj vsi \u0161e<\/p><p>sedeli, mirno na svojih ko\u017eah,<\/p><p>vedo\u010d, da bo trajalo vsaj do<\/p><p>ve\u010dera, preden pomrznjena<\/p><p>ravnina pod nogami gostov ne<\/p><p>razvije vse svoje razse\u017enosti \u2013<\/p><p>in bodo po\u010dasi, a odlo\u010dno<\/p><p>vstali, da zakurijo slavnostni<\/p><p>ogenj, se ogrnejo v najfinej\u0161e<\/p><p>\u0161ale in dvignejo zastavice v<\/p><p>topel sprejem: gesto, ki bo<\/p><p>zadu\u0161ila uho parajo\u010de sikanje<\/p><p>vetra v trenutku, ko tik za<\/p><p>nevesto spustijo plahto jurte<\/p><p>in jo zagrnejo v mrmranje, kjer<\/p><p>bo skledica z jakovim mlekom<\/p><p>potovala iz rok stare v roke<\/p><p>njene nove krvi.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>VRZEL V DU\u0160I<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 veter rana<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>\u010cut. Nedolo\u010dno.<\/em><\/p><p>No\u010d raznese sli\u0161nost preko spe\u010dih teles.<\/p><p>Nekaj usodnega se prime prstov.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Gora. Neprehodno<\/em>.<\/p><p>Ve, kaj bi moralo biti. Ne potrdi se, kaj je. \u2013<\/p><p>To\u010dno ta hi\u0161a.<\/p><p>Prive\u017ee psa, spije na du\u0161ek. Prive\u017ee du\u0161o na psu. \u2013<\/p><p>To\u010dno ta ve\u017ea.<\/p><p>Jezi se nad \u017ealostjo, da je ne more razveseliti. \u2013<\/p><p>To\u010dno ta stopnica.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Svetloba. Nesnovno.<\/em><\/p><p>Prevrne kozico. Prelije mleko<\/p><p>v atribut galaksije na no\u010dnem nebu.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Vlak. Nevzdr\u017eno.<\/em><\/p><p>Ne zdi se mu enostavno. Ne spomni se ve\u010d vsega.<\/p><p>Pa kdo te je kaj vpra\u0161al.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Kovina. Neizvedljivo.<\/em><\/p><p>Pade z veje. Iz vaje je.<\/p><p>Dajo ga v ni\u010d, kolikor se da tja \u0161e kaj stla\u010diti.<\/p><p>Izve \u0161ele kasneje.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Struga. Neukro\u010deno.<\/em><\/p><p>Zapre pipo. Prite\u010de iz nosu.<\/p><p>Vzgib valov mu ni doumljiv.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Gravitacija. Nezavedno<\/em>.<\/p><p>Vr\u017een nag \u010dez posteljo otresa nase pepel cigare.<\/p><p>Detajl zagleda v njem nekaj pomenljivega.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Mesto. Neudoma\u010deno<\/em>.<\/p><p>Ne najde ponovnosti.<\/p><p>Popravi si kravato na javnem strani\u0161\u010du.<\/p><p>Mrak ni preprost \u010das.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Veter. Neobljudeno.<\/em><\/p><p>Brije ovce. Brijejo iz njega norce.<\/p><p>Okoli u\u0161es, do kosti.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Ve\u017ea. Neizre\u010deno<\/em>.<\/p><p>\u017de na vratih razve\u017eejo jezike. Ta\u0161\u010din v kotu<\/p><p>edini mol\u010di.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Beg. Neizbe\u017eno<\/em>.<\/p><p>Pobere kopita. Za konjem, ko za\u0161ili u\u0161esa.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Dvori\u0161\u010de. Neznano<\/em>.<\/p><p>Pritisne na petelina. Ustreli kozla.<\/p><p>Zgrudi se krava.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Ogenj. Neomajno<\/em>.<\/p><p>Lo\u010duje beljak od rojstva. Son\u010dno kolo<\/p><p>pobegne po hribu navzdol.<\/p><p>Razpoka v Zemlji od tu do pradavnine.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Gozd. Nevidno<\/em>.<\/p><p>\u010cesar ne vidi, ga opazuje.<\/p><p>Kar vidi, je izven njegovega gleda.<\/p><p>Sled, ki jo naposled pusti v njem naslednjost.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>Zamah. Nepovratno<\/em>.<\/p><p>Napni peruti! Dobro napni!<\/p><p>Da se slu\u010dajno res ne<\/p><p>sprevr\u017eejo v mo\u017egane.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-77328df\" data-id=\"77328df\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-20a0d06 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"20a0d06\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>TRANSLATIONS<\/p><div>[EN]<\/div>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3e8101f elementor-widget__width-initial elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"3e8101f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><em>ASPIRATION, INSPIRATION,<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 respiratory system<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>If we are here and everything runs<\/p><p>like the wind in treetops whispers,<\/p><p>then breathing is elemental.<\/p><p>And if we are here, there is totality in it<\/p><p>of all diverse existence\u2019s properties.<\/p><p>The word of fire murmurs in it.<\/p><p><em>Arbour mundi<\/em>, sprouting in its aspiration<\/p><p>for the vital spirit to inspire our respiration,<\/p><p>For, if there is flame,<\/p><p>its elementalness makes love to earth,<\/p><p>and the earth\u2019s density conducts<\/p><p>sonority of pulsing veins: if there is flame,<\/p><p>the blood does not grow numb and a lizard moves.<\/p><p>In the process of its being-here, it runs willingly<\/p><p>towards a river \u2013 the primordial union<\/p><p>of magnetism and water. And a river<\/p><p>wipes away from our hands the rage, the ire,<\/p><p>the heavy gunpowder&#8217;s residues.<\/p><p>There are mysteries, but if there is<\/p><p>water, then tears, sweat and saliva<\/p><p>are the foundation of an agile body,<\/p><p>sensuously conscious of itself. The flow,<\/p><p>which makes a metal wave in rocks<\/p><p>and melts us into the radiation of<\/p><p>a tree outgrowing its own bark.<\/p><p>If all this is here, there is the world \u2013<\/p><p>on its circular journey into the hydrogen atom. <\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>Five villages.<\/p><p>Two spinning wheels.<\/p><p>We play on the triple-serpent skin.<\/p><p>Today is the day when we celebrate<\/p><p>by leaving it alone.<\/p><p>The ritual takes time and duration in<\/p><p>the murmuring vegetation opens<\/p><p>at night.<\/p><p>When an animal leaves its shin<\/p><p>in the desert, the presence hollows it out<\/p><p>into an instrument. And we don&#8217;t know where<\/p><p>in human hands it will call again its spirit<\/p><p>back to life \u2013<\/p><p>to tell how the time of its existence<\/p><p>sounds like on Earth.<\/p><p>What is yet to come was first in the forest.<\/p><p>What will one day be the forest, knows this already now.<\/p><p>It is born as it has always known how to <em>be-that<\/em>.<\/p><p>And when suddenly, in a scratch of enchantment<\/p><p>she starts playing Bach at the age of seventeen,<\/p><p>in one of the five villages connected by two<\/p><p>fire-driven wheels,<\/p><p>the door is unraveled for everyone.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>SLOWLY AND WITH TRUST<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 in the informed vibration<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>I moved deep into the forest,<\/p><p>for you to live and at least<\/p><p>this way stay near me. I have my birds here,<\/p><p>who tell me everything I need to know \u2013<\/p><p>for you, they have a special whistle:<\/p><p>I can only detect it with my stomach,<\/p><p>only decipher it with my heart.<\/p><p>They sit a little further on the side,<\/p><p>onto particular stones, branches and roots,<\/p><p>so that everything could breathe freely,<\/p><p>and transform themselves into sound.<\/p><p>Equally as their conductive sonority<\/p><p>communicates, it also cleanses,<\/p><p>both appearance and substance: how you<\/p><p>set it for yourself, how you turned, slipped into<\/p><p>repeating circles, transformed, avoided, started anew,<\/p><p>each time one wave of the hidden mode reaches you.<\/p><p>I live withdrawn, to the place from where everything<\/p><p>emerges, thus, from here, I know long before you<\/p><p>something flows in your direction: when<\/p><p>will sadness overwhelm you, or when madness,<\/p><p>emptiness, when peace again. Whenever your<\/p><p>pool awakes, I scatter into the stream<\/p><p>some manna of a special flower for your support.<\/p><p>Yet, as long as you give me no access to your<\/p><p>banality, too, no one will move<\/p><p>truly further.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p><em>WITH AN OPEN EYE OF EXPERIENCE<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 to await the morning star and Pleaides\u00a0 <\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>You live in the furthest suburb of<\/p><p>solitude. The rocks here are much<\/p><p>sharper than what is seen from<\/p><p>a distance when observing<\/p><p>the soft misty back of one\u2019s<\/p><p>lifescape rising out of the sea.<\/p><p>Many have been drawn here,<\/p><p>but from the reefs people quickly return<\/p><p>to their shelters. The streets in this<\/p><p>neighborhood only form as<\/p><p>the ear learns to close the flaps<\/p><p>against the wild roar: these<\/p><p>are the only walls that divide,<\/p><p>when the noise is outside or<\/p><p>inside. Where you stand, is not<\/p><p>a matter of place, but of the state of mind.<\/p><p>You must walk as determined<\/p><p>as the resilient lichens, daily<\/p><p>torn off rocks by the salty wind.\u00a0<\/p><p>If ever you oar into a sea-cave<\/p><p>you find yourself deep in your<\/p><p>pulsing stomach where the sea breathes<\/p><p>in pure darkness with animal wilderness. \u2013<\/p><p>No different, only more obvious<\/p><p>it becomes in these conditions that<\/p><p>to man even the most enigmatic infinity<\/p><p>is more bearable than finality.<\/p><p>Before dawn, your heart licks itself<\/p><p>through thin layers of intuition, back<\/p><p>into implicit knowing, yet, disperses<\/p><p>again in drizzling rain as the day goes by.<\/p><p>All beings who dwell with you<\/p><p>here on this world\u2019s periphery,<\/p><p>rejoice at any visitor\u2019s footsteps,<\/p><p>and disappointedly withdraw,<\/p><p>when the conquerors do not<\/p><p>appreciate them equal to themselves. \u2013<\/p><p>Existence is so precious here,<\/p><p>that no one wastes their vital force<\/p><p>and no one forces others,<\/p><p>for everything is subject enough<\/p><p>to the testing of the bare sky.<\/p><p>Every word and every gesture,<\/p><p>unnecessary, could numb<\/p><p>the sensitivity for life: solely solitude \u00a0<\/p><p>is found here in abundance.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>The door from the world to the house:<\/p><p>you step through it into the open, into<\/p><p>sheer timelessness. It makes no difference,<\/p><p>in which echo your foot lands.<\/p><p>The corridor today<\/p><p>facing west again<\/p><p>and you&#8217;re holding your<\/p><p>hand made of wind as if<\/p><p>something should arrive<\/p><p>any time now, and if the heart<\/p><p>isn\u2019t precisely aligned,<\/p><p>everything shall spin into<\/p><p>another hundred years of thick air.<\/p><p>Outside, the leaves were ageing<\/p><p>instead of her, sadness and<\/p><p>passion only depended on<\/p><p>the diffusion of light. Every now<\/p><p>and then the yard was surrounded<\/p><p>by children\u2019 weep but the dunes of fine<\/p><p>sand muffled the sound even before<\/p><p>the dust touched the window glass. \u2013<\/p><p>No one was ever going there, not then,<\/p><p>nor any other time. They left her so,<\/p><p>her body to dissolve among the fragments<\/p><p>of the century, as she has fallen over<\/p><p>the threshold and kept laying there until the night<\/p><p>when she was awakened by a swarm of rustling<\/p><p>fireflies bursting from the walls.<\/p><p>Each room, disconnected from others,<\/p><p>had its own life, none of them<\/p><p>had neither hope nor desire for<\/p><p>hope: that was their peace.<\/p><p>It was a house that had no<\/p><p>dreams \u2013 we dreamt it.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p><p>The trap follows them. Spelled. It impregnates.<\/p><p>An oak within a soaked trunk carries a new one under the heart.<\/p><p>So moves the path, has the stone let it, rolls on it.<\/p><p>This way a desert ends up on a secret encounter with<\/p><p>the forest shade. A tree is height. The moon is inception.<\/p><p>It\u2019s been seen. From beneath a silent bark. Echoes<\/p><p>a barking wish. Descended night. Slow. Motion<\/p><p>dries its wet soul on the rock. The sunny time beside,<\/p><p>now occupied by a foreign implant. A plane. Stuck<\/p><p>in a crack at the turn of the century. Seeking sense<\/p><p>through a cloudy acumulus mundi. Out of nowhere,<\/p><p>agility attacks the puma. The procession<\/p><p>hopes for the unveiling of signs.<\/p><p>Who first touches the last one.<\/p><p>A lapse leaps forward on the roadless slope.<\/p><p>The revived infinitive.<\/p><p>An eye for survival, a tooth for survival.<\/p><p>Take a breath to go. A takeaway spell.<\/p><p>Sheep jostle with the grass.<\/p><p>Everything follows behind.<\/p><p>Not much of this arrives.<\/p><p>It follows them anyway.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>It persisted in the unnameable.<\/p><p>A garden full of shouting,<\/p><p>ever suspicious,<\/p><p>and with no intuition of how<\/p><p>someone had long removed<\/p><p>herself. For she lived like a hole that<\/p><p>accumulates wide-branched cuts in itself.<\/p><p>A meadow full of comments and prohibitions.<\/p><p>Only the plants knew about them. Only<\/p><p>denying really knew her.<\/p><p>Paths, full of signs of territory taken.<\/p><p>Houses and whole villages wrapped in<\/p><p>a veil of the untouchable. She grew with<\/p><p>the reservoir, that fed her desert body<\/p><p>with one single act of love, sometimes<\/p><p>for months. That\u2019s how she learned<\/p><p>to hibernate\u00a0already in her childhood.<\/p><p>Meanwhile, the other side has long since<\/p><p>demanded even more than what they\u2019ve<\/p><p>overly possessed.<\/p><p>The mountain, already so tilted,<\/p><p>it was only a matter of time before<\/p><p>it tips over. But it was finally the sea<\/p><p>that tipped.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p><p>What odd ways man invents,<\/p><p>at least to vaguely play a role<\/p><p>of balance.<\/p><p>A sperm of a wolf gives birth to a rose,<\/p><p>from a pollen of a rose a storm is born,<\/p><p>in the storm he filled her with dry fire,<\/p><p>from the ashes she picked up yet still<\/p><p>completely raw meatball and a melted<\/p><p>piece of gold, wrapped her finger with it,<\/p><p>so that something had transformed back in<\/p><p>the past, and when the soil has neutralised his, too,<\/p><p>emerged from the disenchantment a stream<\/p><p>of unlabelled umbilical cords,<\/p><p>of unclassified lives.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>Even a shark sometimes breaks a tooth<\/p><p>on the glassy sea. Since everything is already<\/p><p>so reinforced. And since we do it all,<\/p><p>before the last button on our shirt<\/p><p>is undone. We stare at our own reflection<\/p><p>and do not find it suspicious even when<\/p><p>the picture imitates us. We are the holders<\/p><p>of reason: the golden retrievers of progress.<\/p><p>At night we cover ourselves with submarines\u2019<\/p><p>wreckage, and light up the room with missiles<\/p><p>to read the last chapter.<\/p><p>If we do manage to find the page where<\/p><p>we were left, it falls asleep,<\/p><p>while we calm down the fiery quarrel<\/p><p>in the aquarium.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>In times drier than<\/p><p>burnt roast, erasure<\/p><p>takes place routinely. Once,<\/p><p>people were at least put on a train,<\/p><p>but imagine the scope of organisation,<\/p><p>all that communication with the involved parties!<\/p><p>Today, this is done effortlessly, far more<\/p><p>mysteriously, without wheels, without<\/p><p>clouds of steam rising behind people<\/p><p>up to the sky. Technology has greatly<\/p><p>advanced, and why should we<\/p><p>unnecessarily involve the minister<\/p><p>of transport. No whistle at departure,<\/p><p>no one hears gunshots at the farewell.<\/p><p>Don&#8217;t be afraid, the procedure is completely<\/p><p>routine: you won&#8217;t even notice when<\/p><p>the extraction takes place.<\/p><p>From this department, you&#8217;ll leave straight away.<\/p><p>No one will miss you.<\/p><p>No one will come for you.<\/p><p>You do not leave this place in hordes,<\/p><p>but individually:<\/p><p>loneliness casts you out,<\/p><p>loneliness leads you, into loneliness it brings you.<\/p><p>You do not leave this place at all.<\/p><p>You just fade out, somewhere in the middle of<\/p><p>the living room.<\/p><p>For exile is a place into which you are born<\/p><p>and which you carry with you everywhere \u2013<\/p><p>it has no eyes that could acknowledge it, neither<\/p><p>here nor there.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>You see, it didn&#8217;t hurt at all!<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>***<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>When they fly at night, they need to make<\/p><p>their way unheard through a polygon<\/p><p>for the stars not to reveal<\/p><p>their presence by twinkling<\/p><p>when obscured by another body.<\/p><p>When in the morning they take rest in a swamp,<\/p><p>they must sleep with their eyes open<\/p><p>to return their predators the gaze,<\/p><p>that makes a being different from meat.<\/p><p>When they fly over the sunset in the evening,<\/p><p>their only guardian from a fool who shoots into<\/p><p>the sky just because he is irritated by romantic scenes,<\/p><p>is life itself, which<\/p><p><em>wants to be<\/em>.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>ACCESS<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 to one\u2019s own presence<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>Our river keeps swallowing clouds,<\/p><p>leaving gravel behind:<\/p><p>when sometimes a solitary boat glides<\/p><p>between the mountains, the trembling surface<\/p><p>sounds in the occiput.<\/p><p>Neither you nor I<\/p><p>know the score of the sky,<\/p><p>no man knows exactly how<\/p><p>to describe sadness. If ever<\/p><p>we find ourselves watching in slow<\/p><p>motion how metal decays and glass<\/p><p>cracks in our brain, the wounded rocks<\/p><p>don&#8217;t heal \u2013 out of them grow<\/p><p>ever new landscapes: in time<\/p><p>of our lives we have seen only<\/p><p>their fingernail.<\/p><p>Vigilance belongs neither to the predator<\/p><p>nor to the pray: it is created in the in-between,<\/p><p>when the resonance of awareness tells that<\/p><p>a tense elastic thread is just about to release<\/p><p>somewhere in the universe \u2013 and we\u2019ll only catch,<\/p><p>how it takes off the coat too tightly fastened<\/p><p>button. Appearance is only a trick,<\/p><p>for us not to get tired of gazing<\/p><p>at the logic of inception.<\/p><p>But just in case: always before<\/p><p>we return to the house, we whistle three times<\/p><p>in the garden \u2013 for the wind to find its<\/p><p>ancient entrance to our dream-bodies.<\/p><p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>WAITING FOR AN ECHO,<\/em><\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 approaching a new herd and name<\/em><\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>No greetings were spoken \u2013<\/p><p>except with their attentive glance.<\/p><p>It would have interrupted the patient<\/p><p>silence of the mind. For too long their<\/p><p>eyes kept biting at the distance, for the<\/p><p>the approaching caravan which was<\/p><p>descending from the mountain with<\/p><p>the same persistence. At first, nothing but<\/p><p>trust could sense it moving, before it gradually<\/p><p>revealed itself in a couple of dark spots,<\/p><p>and gained a bit more\u00a0 sharpness every half a day.<\/p><p>Only their own childhood,<\/p><p>when they were left alone out there,<\/p><p>in a wolf&#8217;s jaws of the <em>rite de passage<\/em><\/p><p>and the howling of the moon into the Earth,<\/p><p>filled them with faith in<\/p><p>landscape of which slight descents<\/p><p>have sometimes swallowed the picture<\/p><p>for hours long: as if there was never anyone.<\/p><p>And even when those there seemed<\/p><p>so close, here everyone kept sitting still on<\/p><p>their skins, knowing it would last at least until<\/p><p>the evening before the frosty plain beneath<\/p><p>their guests\u2019 feet unfolds its full vastness. \u2013<\/p><p>And they will slowly, yet decisively \u00a0<\/p><p>light up the ceremonial fire, wrap themselves<\/p><p>in their finest scarves, and raise their flags in<\/p><p>a warm welcome: a gesture that will<\/p><p>muffle the ear-splitting hiss of the wind<\/p><p>as they close the yurt\u2019s canvas behind<\/p><p>the bride, to embrace her into the murmuring<\/p><p>passing of the bowl with yak&#8217;s milk,<\/p><p>from the hands of the old one to the hands of<\/p><p>her new blood.<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p>\u00a0<\/p><p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (Lost-in-translation: Radharani Pernar\u010di\u010d)<\/em><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-1c2a485 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"1c2a485\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-e73fcac\" data-id=\"e73fcac\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>SELECTED POEMS SLOVENIAN [Iz: Skalpel za sanjsko membrano] \u00a0 ASPIRACIJA, INSPIRACIJA, \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 respiratorni sistem \u00a0 \u010ce smo tu in je vse tako, kot pravi veter v kro\u0161njah, potem je dihanje elementarno. In \u010de smo tu, je v njem totalnost vseh prvin razvejanega bivanja, v katerem \u0161elesti beseda ognja. Arbor mundi, ki poganja v te\u017enji, da [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-5921","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/5921","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5921"}],"version-history":[{"count":112,"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/5921\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6097,"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/5921\/revisions\/6097"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/aniradar.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5921"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}